I... You guys..! I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY!! I haven't been here for ages! D: It's not that I have forgotten you, my dear friends and other visitors too. I haven't been on my computer that much for ages and when I have, I've been chatting with my friends and then been too busy to surf around LJ :'(

But but but but! Now I'm here again and try to post some icons some day and... 8D *feel too ecstatic from discovering LJ again*

I miss so much writing in English. Which reminds me that I'm still trying to go study English, of course, but I have come up with other things I can study too! I found out about a month ago that you can study media culture in Finland. It has been going on for couple of years so it's still kinda new thing in Finnish University studies. But I love to read newspapers, books and magazines, watch tv, listen to radio and so on, so it would be perfect for me!

Besides media culture studies I'm now seriously taken interest in childcare and I think I would like to be a kindergarten teacher. Playing, singing, drawing and so on with kids was awesome when I was working as a child caretaker and I would love to do it everyday.

And then there are some studies that has to do with culture, art and things like that which I'm thinking of studying too. But all this means that I have a lots and lots of books to read by the entrance exams. I have to focus on something better than others but I'm glad that I have come up with so many things I can and would enjoy to study.

Now that I've explained about my studies, I can move on to my friends and what I have been doing with them. Seriously, my friends have made me a party-girl. Yeah, it should explain why I haven't been that much at home or using my computer. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to bars to drink and look for boys - not that there hasn't been anything like that been going on as well ;D -, I just love going there with my friends and dance the night away at my favorite club. Oh and by spending so much time at the club my taste in music has been changing, or rather, expanding even further.

Then about my life online. I've really haven't even visited forums in a long time, I have forgotten about them. Lately I have been at Facebook, so people if you want to friend me there, then friend me. You can find my by the name Suvi Korhonen (yeah, I'm not afraid to tell my name :D) and then recognize me from my profile picture. When sending a friend request please do mention your nick (username or something I can recognize you from). I consider my online friends as my friends as I do for example my classmates so don't even hesitate adding me if you thing me as your friend :)

Other wise I haven't done... well, anything really. I'm still unemployed, because I'm trying to find A REAL JOB not internships or things like that. Yeah, I would get experience from all of that, but the internships are all... kinda bad. If I want to work, I really want to get more money that what you get while being "a trainee". And now I would like to really concentrate on the entrance exam studies and just have fun this spring and to things I want to do, because if I get in some University this year, I won't have time to do things I want to after that. When I get in, I'm gonna study and have fun later.


Well, I guess that summaries most of the things I wanted to let you know. I'm going to try add some icons someday this week and try to read some of the entries you guys have written while I have been away. But my lovely friends, please do tell me what you all have been up to lately. I really, really wanna know. Gaaah! I've missed you all SO much! *hugs everyone*

... And DAMN, I need to change this layout. This one has been in use for ages!

I've been doing some stuff actually. I haven't even been surfing the web for a while. It's weird. Only thing I've been doing is talking and meeting my friends. I seriously want some company, but there really are those few people who I have been meeting lately. It sucks. I miss school, at least there was loads of people to meet everyday.

Last week I was at Jyväskylä. I stayed at my friend's (Toni's) place and oh my GOD people have been thinking too much into it. Toni, who is a boy, doesn't even have a clue what people have been thinking about me and my stay over there. It's pretty hilarious. At least four people think that we slept together and one of them didn't even believe me when I told him that nothing happened :D :D

Well, beside that I stayed over at Toni's, I met couple of my high school friends, Milla and Karoliina. Karoliina's crib is just awesome, like she is, and her roommates were all so cool! And then Milla... She kept me sane during my four-day-stay at Jyväskylä. Thank you Milla for keeping me company when I needed it! And goddamn I want to meet Toni soon again. It's been a long when I had that much fun :D :D :D

But those people got me into few things: Toni made me want to buy lots of DVDs, which I'm going to buy and he made me like Type O Negative. Then Milla made me to the ultimate evil thing: join FACEBOOK. I freaking hate that thing and now I'M IN IT TOO!! (Friend me if you find me! XD)

Oh yeah! I probably have forgotten about birthdays which you might have had, but one I can now recall is DARTH_CLAIRE! Happy birthday, girlfriend! I'll make you present soon, okay?

And I really should go out sometimes and meet more people. Just communicating online with people is not enough. Meeting and talking to people is so much more fun. :D

And yet again I'm getting a new domain. I'm returning back to my first server Int2000, because people at Futuron are complete a-holes! They disabled the most useful php codes, because "they were too risky". WHAT? THE? FUCK? Then they even said that my codes wouldn't even work with the newer php version they are using now. SCREW. THEM! My codes have been worked from php version 3 to 5 and they a freaking 4.2.something!

Now I need a name for the next domain. I would keep the old one, but moving it to another server costs about 10 euros and I would get any money back from them from my yearly payment. That would mean that I would buy the new domain, which costs 44 euros plus 10 euros and then there would be the money left from this years ningyougeki.net's payment, about 21 euros. So instead of paying just 44 euros for the new domain, I would lose about 31 euros because of the old domain. I rather pay 44 euros now and keep the old domain as long as I can than pay about 75 euros for all that shit.
... Did anyone even understand what I was explaining in that? XD

But now to the point of this post: I need to come up with a new domain name? I seriously need help with this before I get bored and name it I-am-a-dork.com. You can find out if your suggestion is available at WHOIS. Just type the name of you're thinking and click to see if it's available in .com / .org / .net etc.

I have thought of three domain addresses: megonna.org/.net/.com, natsudesu.org/.net/.com, naturallylazy.org/.com. I just don't know if they're any good...

This fucking flu gave me a few day break and started again! My fever is rising, I'm coughing more and sneezing a lot more. Fuck, I hate this! But if I'm going to be sick again, I want a damn high fever, so high that I will get rid of this thing.

I don't even know how I got this flu again or did I even get rid of the first place...

But if you forget about my flu, my life is good. I had a fun weekend. I'm totally lacking of sleep. Friday night I chatted with my drunken friends online and slept like four hours. Then last night I was sleeping over at my friend's, Katja's, place. We had a lot of fun. We managed to watch The Amityville Horror remake. It wasn't that good, but it had Ryan Reynolds in it, so I didn't care if it sucked or not.

Friday I got a new haircut. I have freaking bangs! I look like... Nelly Furtado! I didn't know if bangs would fit me, but they fit me just fine. My friends had a lot of comments about my new look:
"You look like a freaking doll."
"OMG! You're so cute!"
"I didn't even know it was possible, but you're now even cuter than before."
"Damn! You look so different."
"I didn't even recognize you!"

So apparently I'm cute or cuter than before. I'm totally lost my balls along with my hair XD

But let's hope that I get an appointment time from the doctor and get this flu or whatever-it-is out of my system.

Love ya all!

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[18] Tenipuri

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Okay, first of all, I'm freaking out in a good way and in a bad way. Life has been great, instead of good or bad. I have made a lot of changes in life even without noticing anything.

Let's start with that I got an job offer, but I declined it because it's time had passed. Because of that offer I realized how good my life is right now. I have an awesome job, all my closest friends still live in the same city and I have worked things out with my mom.

Then the other good thing is that my friend Katja asked me to move in with her. Then we came up with the idea of her moving in here with me. If she moved in with me, we would have a big apartment, we would live in a better location (closer to my job and Katja's school) and rent would be more reasonable that hers.

Then the bad news. I have some bacteria (virus or something) in my stomach which is why I don't feel hungry at all or when I eat, my stomach aches if I try to eat more than a slice of bread or something like that. It's really weird and this has been going on for four days or so.

What's the weirdest thing of all, I got an freaky energy-boost today. I ran and jumped around the house for 1 ½ hours. I never exercise like that. I literally ran stairs up and down again and again and jumped and jumped up and down. Daaaaamn, my legs gonna hurt tomorrow. I'm sure of it.

I hope you guys are feeling good too and having a good time with your lives :D

I'm really shocked just how much time my work takes from my day. 6½ hours while working and about half an hour to go from home to work and back. And then the mornings when I have to go to work later were a pain at first but it didn't take long when I realized that I could what anime in those mornings. 1-4 episodes for every late morning. With that I managed to watch all the BLEACH episodes I hadn't watched yet (there was about 30 of them XD).

But work has been a blast, really. The kids are lovely, the babies are only annoying when they cry and it's fun to play with them. They always say these funny things and ask all the impossible questions, which are so hard to answer. When the kids are taking a nap, I just wander around pointlessly in the hallway and in some of the rooms. I've been helping with the cleaning.

Then there is the life after work which only seems to be sleeping, eating and watching tv. I'm usually too exhausted after work to do anything so I mostly lay in bed and watch tv. Fun, huh?

There was actually a change in my days. I spent some time with Sanna the other day. I had had an early day and after work I went straight home and left right away to the central with her. I was about four hours with her and, my god, I loved it. I haven't even seen my friends lately. I hope we all would get together some day and just hang out.

... Though, next weekend I want to read some fictions and do icons :D

And I hate that I haven't had time or the strength to do anything like reading post from my f-list.

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[18] BLEACH

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It finally happened. I finally got a job. Well, it's actually practical training, but I still get money for doing it.

I'll be working as a CHILDCARETAKER from mondays to fridays, 6 ½ hours per day and I'll get about 20 euros per day. Oh, those poor kids don't have no idea whose coming to take care of them from now on. XD

And to other things: my plot bunnies have ran away, far away. Seriously! This is starting to piss me off. I haven't written ANYTHING in three weeks. I should just end all of my fictions I have been writing so far but I can't. I've been writing some of my stories since 2004 and people have loved them, read and reviewed them... I just can't quit now. All I need is some great plot bunnies and use them wisely.

And I hope I could post some of my fictions in English too, but they have so many grammar and spelling errors... I have one Tenipuri and two BLEACH fan fictions written in English so far but I still need to work with them so I at least get the spelling errors out, maybe then I would dare to post them here or somewhere else...

But before I do anything else, I got to continue to read darth_claire's fictions and drabbles. I even might finish them by tomorrow :3

I didn't want to celebrate my birthday, but my friends forced me to celebrate. Tonight I'm going to Sanna's place and we're gonna be there. Eetu got yesterday out of army for his first break and we gonna celebrate that too.

I have been fighting a bit with my mom about my current situation, about work which I haven't gotten. That is why I was really surprised yesterday when my mom asked me, would I like to have a new bed for my b-day. I have been asking for a new bed for three years now! We went and bought it today! Wohoo! They didn't have any right now at the storage room, but they will get the bed in a week or two. We just have to get it then 8D

Oh, and people. I've been a bit too down lately, and haven't been online that much. I'm sorry that I haven't really been that active around LJ. But don't worry, I will ready your fanfics and do some graphics soon.

Nothing more this time, just wanted you people to know what's happening so you won't worry too much :3